Still Me

an empty space in front of me
no feelings, nothing to believe
i make a step towards the sinful life
and walk a bit along the line

i dry my tears and fall asleep
to be again in my own world
i know that next day follows me
i know i bring the night to brightness

accept my thoughts about my life
beneath my thoughts about my suicide
i cut all chains that tranquilize myself
and spread my wings to walk the line

the sadness in my eyes is pain in me
i hold it on to concentrate me
resist to give coldness to somebody
to carry darkness for the light outside of me